how can I find myself in this intricate world
of various believes
many possibilities
and billions of people?
so far I only know that
where I am now is
in constant doubts
random choices
and your blue eyes
words can be moody
I assert something today to deny tomorrow
words can be cruel
I know how to arrange them to hurt you deeply
words are so imperfect
can never keep pace with my thoughts
what about silence?